Friday, February 24, 2006 heya peeps!!!!!!!!!!! long time nv come and blog. very very busy lately. haha glad that mrs mouses is loving maths. wow no one has blogged after 5 feb. i got a surprise like fuzzy fri too, cos i've not come online for ages, then suddenly there are so many new posts. haha especially the one by the crazy mouse.
well, lately im abit happier i guess, cos my life at school is getting better. cos in the past no real friends in class. there were only classmates in the class. but now better i guess...felt more accepted, with a sense of belonging. but i still miss u guys alot. haha touched?
wow...time seems to fly. it's already 24 feb 2006 today. it's really like in the twinkling of an eye! must really cherish life to the fullest... but sometimes it's hard to be a good girl. like u have the intention to be good and kind and nice, but somehow the actions dont seem to reflect the intention. what does this mean? perhaps that the will of the good intention is weaker than the force of the bad girl in u? haha i've got no idea why im typing this here, but these are just some of the things i thought about lately. and plus the question of why are we working so hard. it's like, sometimes one can be stressed to desperation point, when there's a sense of hopelessness... lately everyone is very stressed. i thought i was the only one who will cry over schoolwork, but realized that im not the only i one i guess. my classmates and friends also cry...didnt think they would cry too. kind of lets me feel that im not alone in this battle against schoolwork. hmm but it differs from each individual i guess, cos some will never cry over such things. aiya i seem to be typing inappropriate things again, but since this post has no particular theme, i shall just type my feelings?
very much made happier by piano and guitar and harmonica. now i cannot imagine not having these musical instruments in my life, cos they's just so important. it kind of provides and outlet for the stressed up feelings inside. when u're sad, play sad songs on the piano, and things seem to be better, the psychological effect i guess. and when you're angry, can strum the guitar for all u want, and somehow the anger dissipates after sometime. when feeling particularly thoughtful or have undescribable feelings that cannot be expressed verbally, play the harmonica, and it seems to translate ur undescribable feelings into a language that is of another dimension, and people can understand too. in a nutshell, MUSIC ROCKS!!!!!
hope that we will meet up again soon!!! and by the way, just to let u guys know, if it is confirmed, i should be going for a flower arrangement class if time permits. im looking forward to it!!! flowers are beautiful!
and of course, MRS MOUSES!!! remember to keep us updated on mr mouses!!! if he dares to bully u, tell me and i'll give him a karate kick! haha =)
